i finally understood whats wrong
its only been a few days
since i watched spiderman in action
and still rmb telling myself this
"spiderman is a noob la,
battle lies within damn corny la,
how rare can this happen to anyone?"
and there you go,
im suffering from that currently.


not that stupid black thing crawl onto me
and become venom 2 or something
the whole thing is pretty ironic.
to find out a root problem makes me happy,
yet its annoying to know tat theres a problem.
if anyone were to be observant enough
which i think probably nobody in this case
would find that all problems that i've faced in the past
have something in common
and if u do find out
u'll probably know wad is the root problem


it didnt came to me till this afternoon
i saw this old man at e bus stop
he let people board the bus before him
he gave his seat for some other adults
he even smiled at tat person
i was thinking,
am i able to achieve that wen im at his age?
i cant even do tat now la.
and yea it goes on into thinking e root problem.


it wasnt a sad thought
so therefore im not sad.
it was more of an issue i've to address
so people im fine.
really.
okay now tats all
bye.